Push and Pull; Force?


''Well, I lied.''

What's up, readers? I'm back with lot of things to tell, to share, to type. Not going to make a long introduction. Guess what? I survived and got chance to continue my study here in the same program. Getting full scholarship is super lucky but then the struggle is no joke that you almost die. So I currently in the middle of Short Semester in 2nd Year. Last year, there was short semester too. We did 書道 (shodou - calligraphy) of Kanji, and also handmade 巻きずし (makizushi - sushi rolled in nori seaweed something like that). It was fun but need to mention that we also need to attend class like usual. -__- 

But current short semester is like........... Hurkkkkk!

I'm still in the same class, Electrical & Electronic Engineering 1. The layout of the class still the same but we shuffled the seats. I finally got the chance to sit at the center wuhoo! Well, uhm, not really at the center but VERY much better than before. Before this, I have to wear my pink ''fashionable'' glasses because the whiteboard was damn far. I remembered when I almost cried cause I couldn't read anything on the slide, in chemistry class. LOL. Alhamdulillah I survived~ Now, satisfied for the seat but the class, not really. 

Let's talk about how my life begin for this semester. Malaysian studies! I cant even imagine that I will learn sejarah again. Let me tell you, I always got C in sejarah. I couldnt get into first class in high school because of that subject. I never got B for sejarah I guess but I barely made to get grade A for sejarah on Trial PMR, and cried, LOL. -___- So imagine that I need to face the same thing again...... pray for meh guys. Next is mathematics. I mentioned this for 973987394793 times, I am a math lover. Since... idk... till now. I know it's getting hard, I always got hard time with you too but it cant vanish my love to you. No matter hard you are, let's be together forever. (ehhhh)

Last but not least, 電気電子。I need to pull up my sock, improving in this subject I choose electrical engineering because I wanna get rid of mechanical engineering (lot of people said this too LOL) and I'm still trying to love it like how I love mathematics. I couldnt get 4.0 in second semester because physics (electrical thing lol). I get hard time to understand the circuit. I mean like, required long period to understand a simple thing. And I was like.... come on Nazira, this is just a surface for this course. And now I'm pulling a long face. No matter what, I need to struggle for it. I know I can do it. But hello where's the booster? I need inspirational thing to gain spirit too. Family and friends will do. 

Have lot of things in my mind but never mind, see you people.
Lot of loves, from me.

Thanks for reading! :D

Sixes and sevens


It was a hectic week. Glad it's over. But doesn't mean I can be relax, nah it's impossible! Oh hello readers. Have you smile and be grateful for today? Please do so cause people look much better with warm smile rather than frown faces, right? Anyway, above gif is cute right! But seems that it contains lot of meanings. I mean, like.... a strange relationship. Uhm, back to the title, sixes and sevens; in confusion. 

I rarely get along with the title but still trying my best tho! Lately I've been through lot of hard times, yet still got happy moments with people around me. Actually I've finished final examination for Semester 1 of 2nd year here and perhaps gonna conclude some of lessons learnt during this semester. So I live in that class for 2 years without shuffling (can i use this term actually lol). To be honestly honest, I didn't enjoy being here. But now I'm grateful to be here. It taught me lot of things. Friendship, betrayal, appreciation and much more. Inexpressible and expressible things, mixed feelings and dramas of course! 

Because people never be grateful, at first. So I took this chance to learn how is it, struggling alone. I chose this path so by hook or by crook I have to pass it. 
Even though 私はちょっと分かりづらいんだが。。。

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I guess I was shy, I mean... stay silent in class but they just don't know the true colors of everybody so... yeah I live as a shy girl... and nosy. My insanity? Shh!! I've been bullied in my dorm too (lol this is joke don't take it serious) But well, I love my roommates, I guess one of the noisiest room is ours. We gossip, laugh, fight, argue and so on. ALWAYS. The arguing part is real, they bullied me physically cause I bullied them mentally. I guess that fair and square. I can't really fight bigger and older people anyway... *heavy sigh* Never mind, I still love you guys. 

Haven't done with that class. So after few months with them, I'm happy. I still don't talk with several people... I mean, do I have to?? Got no point for that but still need to. I guess? Works that require me to talk with people like group assignment, debate things and so on... That's the only time I talk to people. Eh? (macam tipu) *Smell a rat* Anyway the most enjoyable one is Japanese class because I talk a lot. I even danced in the class but still people say I was 'ayu' in the class huhohuho ARE YOU KIDDING ME.

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We do have conflicts too. I argued with a lot of people here. I did make people cry. Oh please, I even make myself cry and it served me right. 

I actually wanna type more but lets just end here. 

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Train of thoughts in my mind but ねえ。。。
The picture above to you guys (unmention) sincerely from my deepest heart, かも。 

Thanks for reading! :D

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